Here's something that I had penned a few years back,most probably in2007..it got published in my college magazine

   P.S.  It is written in Bengali...

 

 

AAMI BHALO AACHHI?

Posted on December 20, 2008

sheeter bikeler shesh ushnotatuku chhoar lobhe shey taar tintolar flater
balconyte eshe daralo.ekta holde pakhi ki mishti shish dichchhe chapa
gachhta y boshe.e bochhor december er majhamajhii besh jankie sheet
porechhe kolkatay.gaaye gorom shaalta bhalo kore joriye nilo shey.oboshyo
boyosh barchhe,rokto-o thanda hoe jachchhe.

noy noy kore shaat purno holo taar.ekhon ki ar shey parker jubok
jubotigulor moto gaaye gorom jama na diye ghurte pare?naki pare shei
jouboner moto dariye dariye vivekananda parker fuchka khete-ke jane,hoyto
ba pare...............hoyto keu kichhui bolbe na,kintu
tobuo..................mone ekta dwidha theke jay.

complexer park ta te kotogulo futfute bachcha ki shundor chhotachhuti
korchhe ar tader mayera road e pith diye bench e boshe pnpc korchhe.eder
dekhle boddo rupu der kotha mone pore jay.

rupu,urfe rupak dasgupta london er byasto odhyapok.or stree debangana o
nijoshyo chakri niye byasto.aar oder chhoy bochhorer meye shuchi-or oporei
shobcheye maya taar.ei je pujor shomoy e elo ora,besh ek maash theke
gelo-ki shundor hoihoi kore kete gelo kota din.or jiboner onyotomo shukher
shomoy chhilo ei ekta mash.adorer natni ta ke niye koto jaygay berano,or
jonyo shoukhin ranna kora,gorber sathe flater bipasha di,maya,romola-eder
bari giye dekha kora-besh kete gelo kota din.rupura to majhe bolechil,"ma
tumi shuchi ke pele ekebare pagol hoye jao,na?ta bole nijer to boyosh
hochchhe, shey kothatar kheyal achhe?shorirer opor eto jhokki ki deoa
uchit?amra to ar kota din.erpor tomar komor-hatu te byatha hole ke
dekhbe?"

keno?jara dekhe shara bochhor,tarai dekhbe.oi je bhorsha naam er oi
protishthan tar ki jani naamta,hya,paromita ra.ora to maash gele ound
pachchhe keno?orai to amaar taka diye kena shontan,sheba.tora ar kodin
ashish shara bochhore?ar okhane thakleo shara shoptahe duto phone ar
kalebhodre airmail e toder sporsho onubhob kori.abar to ebar eshe computer
kine diye geli-ki?na amay tora email korbi.jani na baba,oshob koddur
parbo.

kintu toder opor obhiman korina.tora okhane nijeder "career" gorte
byasto.shontaner shafolye koshto hole mukhpuri shei mayer moron.tora to tao
khoj rakhish amar.ontoto noboneerer didi dadader chhele meyegulor moto
dayityogyanhin to tora nosh.tora shaat-shomuddur paare bilete achhish-koto
byasto,tao tora "duty" korish,bochhore ekbar ashish.atmiyoder jonyo koto
daami daami upohar ene kortobyo korish,ma ke kodin shukher chorom e pouchhe
dish.............

na!shukher chorom na,shey to chhilo jkhon tui koto chhoto chhili.ki shundor
jibon chhilo tokhon.du kamrar flat e tui jokhon heshe khele
berati-aha!bhableo mon juriye jay.shuchi ta o nischoi tar kochi paaye
bishmoy bhora chokhe shorbotro ghure beray,shobkichhu chhoy,jekhane
shekhane haat dey,ar tora nischoi bokish tokhon,baron korish.oh,na!tora to
byasto.eshob nischoi oi baby-sitter kore.o nischoi english ei kotha shekhay
oke,achchha-shuchi ke tora bangla shekhabi na?nijer shikor theke puropuri
utpatito korishna.

kintu na,ami mon kharap korbo na.mon kharap korle chole naki?ei to besh
bhalo achhi ami,para protibeshira shobai bole,"didi apni to besh bhaloi
achhen,kono dike kono chinta nei.ki shundor nijer moton kore achhen,ekta
nijoshyo prithibi apnar-gaan-bajna,boi,ranna,travel and living niye dibbi
shomoy kete jay......"ke jane,tahole hoyto shatyi ami bhalo achhi.shobai to
ar bhul bolbe na.ami bujhi na hoyto....ke jane.........tobu majhemajhe rupu
der kotha mone porle monta bhari hoye jay,hoyto ekei bole bhalo
thaka..........

holud pakhi ta ekhono shish diye jachchhe